Our Broken Road
I know what happened to you when you were really young but I'm not sure how young. I know that kind of attack can make a person very hard in the heart and not be able to express love properly to women or females in general. So, if this is your problem then I hope you find a way to go to God to get help from your problem. Your heart is blocked and that means satan can easily weasel his way in and take it over with jealousy, envy, strife, anger, and countless other emotions that will stifle you from expressing what you feel or want to express what you feel. I get it and I am sorry you experienced that. You need to heal but you can't do that where you are or you will get worse and end up suicidal if you aren't already. So, I encouraged you to cleanse your toxic life and you showed me some socks but you are still dirty and the people you associate with are dirty so things can't possibly go in your favor with a life and heart like that. I truly feel for you but I am angry wi...